the irony of it is that insomnia ensures I never escape this nightmare

it's hard not to see oneself as a failure when there is no real success to refer to.

sincerity has no place in a world of euphemisms and fabrication

why am I always so hideously frustrated by my surroundings?

I am sinking

oh well.

19

ah, so fuck that bit about "abandon all hope". things have been really genuinely good ever since me and andrea's little pseudo-5-second break up; space, as to be expected, was the issue. I need room to brood, after all ( Read more... )

"I'll take my love to the grave."

uncertainty rears its ugly head once again