yeah so i left work a half hour early to go to my doctors appointment. i got there & told the receptionist i had arrived. just like last time she says, 'oh im sorry, the doctor is out sick today, you are going to have to reschedule." YET, when i forgot about my appointment & they didnt call to confirm (which was the first & only time they didnt ( Read more... )

today is nothing but a pile of fucking shit.

ohhh tonight felt weird. it was probably just because i was tired & the weather is shitty (and will be for 5 more days). today wasnt so swell. work was the highlight of my day. my cassette deck in my car is fucked up (hopefully a head cleaner will work), my cemetery man tape is fucked up, the tape for my car that i didnt even finish got fucked up ( Read more... )

i would just like to take a moment & say that kix cereal is THE best cereal. i havent had it in ages & this morning it is doing the trick ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.moodswing................rah!

i dont know where my fabulous mood came from, but it is here & i like it ( Read more... )

i always blame myself. even when it isnt my fault. it makes it easier to have someone to place the blame on. i just feel bad because of the reprecussions you are dealing with because you [or i] did NOTHING to have this punishment make sense...or any punishment for that matter. anyway, its done with, you will be out of there soon enough ( Read more... )

"maybe im too young, to keep good love from going wrong...." jeff buckley

i am what is wrong with everything. this is all my fault. dont tell me it isnt becuase i cannot help but feel this way. let me take the blame, it's much simpler this way.

in other news, i now own donnie darko.

i just want to go have fun with people sometimes. smile. laugh. throw myhead back and just not give a fuck. maybe i will do that this weekend ( Read more... )

what a bitch...i spent all this time sitting here online becuase i just want all my music to download off audiogalaxy, right? well i realize that when i re-started my computer, that i didnt restart my satellite, so NOTHING was downloading the ENTIRE time. fuck man, that is basically the only reason i came & sat here instead of in my bed with a book ( Read more... )