Happy New Year everyone ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the first day that i have felt good in a long time. It was wonderful. I was happy and smiling and laughing and it felt great. My heart is finally healing and i am so happy. It's just nice to be able to see a light at the end of the tunnel that i couldn't see before. I am just so happy that i am done with all the shit. he leaves ( Read more... )

Well i just have to live one more week of hell and it will all be over. Gone, just like that! I can't wait. I know it will be tough, but a lot better than now. The phone calls and comments just don't help right now and i need them to stop. So one more week and they will stop! I can't wait to get this mess out of my life. I'm hoping i will be ( Read more... )

I now have myspace and facebook. My myspace is www.myspace.com/yershiningstar05 and you can just search for my name on facebook if you want ( Read more... )

i'm very busy sorry. this is the first saturday i've been home in about a month and a half. Chad's home so that's where i've been but i have some stuff i have to do this weekend here so i think he might come here tonight. But i never know with him. He doesn't like my mom at all and i can't blame him because she's really rude to him, so he doesn ( Read more... )

Well i'm finally home. It rained the whole time we wer in Georgia. They hardly ever get rain and the one time they do we're there for Chad's graduation. But it was fun. He looked so cool. At the ceremony Chad got picked to ride in the tank. There were only 7 of the guys that got to be in the tank out of all 4 platoons. It was really cool. I ( Read more... )

I leave for my trip tomorrow! I'm so excited. I get to see my baby! :D ( Read more... )

Today i woke up and my eyes felt worse and my nose kept running even more so i went to the doctor. He said i have acute conjuntavitis. All i know is that it really sucks and i'm not supposed to wear my contacts for 10 days but i'm going to wear them Thursday regardless because i'm going to be in Georgia and i don't want to look like a retard and ( Read more... )

I was finally getting over my cold last week and I woke up today feeling horrible. I'm sick again. My eyes are really really bloodshot and they keep watering and my nose keepts running and i cough sometimes. It sucks. I thought that it was allergies so i took 2 allergy pills and all it did was put me to sleep, it didn't help at all. So then i ( Read more... )

Well I am updating again. I'm beginning to get back into this livejournal thing. Before I wouldn't have updated for like a month. But i never really have anything interesting to say except that i miss chad and i can't wait to see him ( Read more... )