then again
i could just be confused
am i in love
or am i in love with my friends
its too soon to tell

then again
i think
damn! i havent thought of him in a few hours
and then i need to try again

i realized that my plan was failed
i always forget when i wish on those stars
that i have to wish for someone to fall back in love with me
instead of just for me to fall in love

its guaranteed heartache
no amount of smokes will relieve

if you synchronize your life in your dreams
with your life in reality
would that be considered living your dreams?

i cant really tell the difference any more.
i go to sleep, i live on through my dreams
im not even kidding
i carry out everything i wish i could while im awake
and im just as happy as if it were real

is that okay?

dont you hate those dreams that while youre in the dream youre like "this is too good to be true, it must be a dream" but then it keeps going so youre like "damn things are really looking up"

and you wake up alone

if anyone gives a flying fuck about me theyll stop giving me fucking shit and being mean for fun. thats not what a friend does, and if you fucking want to be considered my friend youll give me a break and piss someone off when you feel the urge to piss me off

that is all

i wrote a big giant thing bitching and moaning about my days at school but i realized that everyone else probably feels the same way, so just think about that and say "damn mare, me too. shits lame but youre graduating soon so just stick it out"

i cant wait til the weekend!!! i love my friendsssss

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