"Hey i got to go to bed..but know: i miss you, and im glad i met you, and your amazing in more ways than i could explain, and yes thats cheesy ..but god damn britta............!"

death by love.

and now! i sew my life away and wait.

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so im doing a juice fast starting today. i just made my first thinger and it was DISGUSTING. it looked like muddy water and kind of tasted like it too! hopefully fruits work better than vegetables. i need to go shoppinggggggggggggg. yuck. im aiming for 7 to 10 days. hopefully it fixes my whole stomach problem and i can finally be healthy! thats ( Read more... )

deathly feelings.

1. ate a moth cracker sandwhich.

2. smoked a dead venus fly trap.

its different when you miss someone because you actually miss them and love them and want them around you because you are happier when theyre here. usually its always been that i think i miss them but really it was just routine to see them daily. i dont know. i DO normally see him daily but i can tell the difference! and its good and scary but our ( Read more... )

things have been going really great. minus the fact that milwaukees been kind of dead for like the past week. no good shows or parties. but whatever. still good friends and good beer! and fun times at the beach. ahh the beach! i love the beach. i wish there was less drama with everyone but whatre ya gunna do. it comes along with everybody ever. i ( Read more... )

fuck.
man.
i just realised something that explains a lot.

im happy! i dont like the idea of a boy making me happy. i mean, i was happy without him, he just kind of filled that little lonliness spot! and things could not be any greater. i like having someone to do my favorite things with, like taking naps! and i like having someone that makes me feel wanted and someone i can smile about when theyre not ( Read more... )

bnisongusngoseg! i feel like screaming! in the good way! the very veryeverevryer very VERY good way. it feels so nice to be wanted and liked and for it to be genuine and not in the i-want-to-fuck-you-right-now kind of way.