ah!
im happy! i dont like the idea of a boy making me happy. i mean, i was happy without him, he just kind of filled that little lonliness spot! and things could not be any greater. i like having someone to do my favorite things with, like taking naps! and i like having someone that makes me feel wanted and someone i can smile about when theyre not around. its nice to just have that one person, and to like them enough to not even want to like. fool around with other people when youre drunk. and ive had a crush-from-afar on this kid since seriously like. last summer! im bad at explaining things. but ahhh when things work out, they really work out! so good:)