So life has been okay, been weird some days where I feel like something gonna happen, but I think probably seasonal depression. Yay.

On the relationship front, there isn't. Hah, I just have ZERO time and the want or need for one honestly. I've gotten so comfortable being alone, doing everything on my time that I don't think I want to deal with ( Read more... )

So the last year and a half, and some change I have been seeing a therapist for a number of reasons, and the other day was our last session. We both got a little bit sad and weepy, reflecting a lot of where I was when I first started and where I am now.

Honestly I’m so glad to have that experience of talking to somebody like that, because it helped ( Read more... )

I’ve been trying to think of way to express certain things about my uncle Robert A Racine Jr and I’ve tried to write a post several times and deleted it.

When I think of things in my life that I enjoy, comics, movies, video games, action figures; a lot of that stemmed from him and his love of the same thing.

You see, my uncle was a nerd. He had his ( Read more... )

This election is gonna be the death of me.

How's everyone doing?

Is it odd I don't miss being with someone? Lemme re-phrase that. I don't miss being in a relationship. I still have needs ;-) but even that's getting to a point where I'm like BAH it's easier to use my hand, boom, done ( Read more... )

I remember the days when I was writing in this everyday. Now it seems like I'm trying to find things to write about.

I mean there's plenty I could bitch about, my life, Trump, work, my friends, Trump.

I need a spreadsheet. HAh!

Finally was able to reset my password. Will be using this A LOT more now.

I've had two pets that I could say we're mine.  A Rottweiler named Peaches and a cat named Ryku. I took both of their passing really bad,  especially my cat,  he was like my shadow and when he passed I felt so lost.  I honestly didn't think I would want another pet.

But then we got Belle,  she's a red and blue mix of the Australian Cattle Dog.  ( Read more... )

I like to think I have a good heart. Everyone always says one of my  best attributes is my compassion for others. Well....I think it ran out.

One of the guys that John Viera  was staying with is really sick (cancer) and probably dying soon, and  in a lot of pain. Anyone that's been paying attention, knows what I, my  family, and John's daughter ( Read more... )

Last month I lost someone very near and dear to me. He was my mentor, friend and father figure to me. He was in my life since I was 10 years old, I'm 36 now, so that's a huge chunk of my life ( Read more... )