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I really hate working full time and i really honestly and dont laugh now but i miss learning. These things decided i am going back to school in Spring. Im probably just gonna go to NECC but its somthing. I just really have to take a look at my life and in all honesty i do not want to work at a bank for the rest of my life and thats just how it is. ( Read more... )

why everytime i think of you i feel sick inside, like i lost everything when in reality all i lost was the one one thing holding me down? You the one who lost the best thing in your life ( Read more... )

oh my God what am i doing.... "i tear my heart open just to feel...." yeah thats pretty much exactly what im doing right now and guess what now theres no turning back... its already been done i just hope im mature enough to handel it this time around because i cant live threw what happened before again i just physically and emotionally cant do it.

did you ever notice that usually when someone has to sell them self (ex. bragging about penis size, how good they are in bed, how much money they have, how hard they can and do party...) that its because the goods arent worth buying anyways? I mean come on if your that awesome of a person wouldnt everyone else be saying it for you insted of you ( Read more... )

Last night was by far the funnest wedding i have ever gone to!!! I need to go out drinking with just the girls wayyyyy more often!

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Lets start with Friday. Friday night me and Eddie went to a party in haverhill with Jess and Stephanie. We figured it was gonna suck but it was somthing to do so we brought plenty of booze to keep our selves occupied. Now keep in mind i had only had one piece of pizza all day to eat at like 1 on my lunch break at work. I worked 8:30-5:45 at the ( Read more... )

so my internets been broken for a while and probably a lot has happened. heres a quick update. i started my new job monday and they seem to like me and think that i am doing alright. Its weird because i like it but i dont. i never thought i would ever say this but i do miss market basket. im used to knowing everyone there for practically ever and ( Read more... )

MY LIFE IS SOOOOOO FUCKING BORING!!!!!!!!!!


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wow so having your 4 impacted wisedom teeth removed sucks serious ass. I am hurting pretty damn bad. Last night was one of the worst nights of my life. I cant drive or kinda function because of my pain meds im on and everyone kept calling me telling me about parties which i obviously couldnt go to. that on top of the fact that i havent eaten ( Read more... )