I just don't understand, what happened?


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I had my heart ripped out of my chest tonight.

How do I face anyone again!!

Once again!!!...........

THANK YOUR LUCKY STARS THAT YOU ARE NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dealing with a broken heart fucking sucks!!
I never had to deal with one before.

What is on my mind right now???

Who is ever going to want me............

Ugh!!! I am so sick. What have I done to myself?? I feel so shitty I can't even muster up enough energy to dig a hole to crawl into.

How can I handle another month of this?

Man forget this noise!!!

My heart hurts so bad!!!!!

What are you doing to me!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK!

Ok, it's precisely 14:48 right now and I'm still waiting for God to punch me in the face today. I know it's coming. Whatcha waiting for YO ( Read more... )

I've had a tornado in my head lately and I'm having a hard time trying to figure out how to deal with it in a constructive way. What if your purpose in life is to constantly be brought down(self inflicted or otherwise), to constantly be in fear, to never be able to breathe out or relax. I'm scared man, I'm afraid to feel comfortable...safe ( Read more... )

I've never been more scared and happy at the same time in my life ( Read more... )

I'm a wreck. I haven't slept in 24 hours. I've been neglecting everyone.

Gosh!! What a jerk.

I've been released from one prison only to be kicked down into another.

It's wonderful how life can be compared to a small wind-up toy or gadget. You wind it to much and it shatters in your hands, you don't wind it enough and it fizzles away into nothing way too fast. The question is how do you know what is the right amount of winding, when to keep it going or when enough is enough. Right now, where I'm at, at this ( Read more... )

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