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[ye_olde_worlde]

Have suffered a quiet yet acute crisis this week. I don't even know what caused it really.. or even how to describe how I was feeling. I still feel a little odd. I guess it comes down to a massive wave of loneliness combined with a vague realisation of how much progress I haven't made this year. And feeling completely useless RE singing and guitar

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[xtabula_rasax]

I wish I could say something that helps, but I know how stifling you find it living with your mum and how hard it is for you to break out of it. You're not selfish to find the prospect of dealing with all that stuff daunting. You deal with a lot of crap all by yourself, responsibilities you shouldn't have to deal with. You're young and single, you should only have yourself to look out for, not your mum.

I think seeing a counsellor could be a good thing, it could help you find the strength you need to really break free and stop feeling guilty. It's not the same thing, but I felt terribly guilty about moving away this past month, because I was leaving my mum to deal with my brother and stuff and I know how much she needs me. But at the end of the day, I couldn't go on being unhappy anymore, it was no good for anyone. Maybe speaking to someone would help you realise that.

I hope you feel better soon xx

[wattle_neurotic]

*hugs* I feel like words are going to be utterly useless here, but do know I'm here if you ever want to chat over msn or you can shoot me an email (same as msn address) ♥

I wish there was something I could do to help. I hope that soon you start feeling better within yourself and work out what you want, as opposed to what other people want.

And I hear you on the housework thing, yikes. Surely your Mum could at least do the shopping :/