I hate when I go to talk about how Im feeling in this thing and I can't for the life of me describe it. This is my best shot:

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I am feeling like I've come up a little short in the support and understanding department. Someone please lend me some.

My parents always used to nag me and say that I had better start liking reading because that is ALL I am going to be doing in college. They were so right. Currently I have a million chapters of psychology english and music history flooding my brain. I'm scared it wont all stay there. I wish I had some extra time to write a song but that will take ( Read more... )

So today I am going up to montreal to bring this little lady on the right home...

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In approximately a half an hour I will be getting my wisdom teeth viciously and painfully removed from my body. Youchhh. WIsh me luck. Also, if you are a real sweetheart/friend you will visit sometime this week.

Dear Mom and Dad,
Fuck you, why do I always have to end up feeling fucking pathetic. God forbid I'm not totally enthralled by your shitty plans for me. I don't care about what you want for me, and don't you think its about time you started trusting me to make my own goddamn decisions... thank you so much, now fuck off.alkrghj;aRJHGA;ORGHA;

Truth is, I'm feeling awful. Maybe its just because of my head and the fact that I can't stop it from thinking too much. Am I thinking too much, or are these thoughts justified?
I feel so all alone all the time.

I would do anything for you.

ugh. I need help.

The past couple of nights I have just been hanging out at night with nothing to do and no one to talk to. It wouldn't be that bad I guess, if I didn't live so much in the past. I think about how last summer I would be out right now exploring with tyler, or maybe at the lake house. I have a real problem letting go sometimes. People change and grow ( Read more... )

Gahhhhh I am in such an awkward and uncomfortable place right now and I don't even know why, I'm just fucking weirdddddd. I don't know how to act anymore, even with people that I used to be so comfortable with... and everything is so goddamn upseting when it really shouldn't be. It's just a slump, I'll be okay... but how the fuck do I get out of it ( Read more... )