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nothing in the worl can ruin a good day like stupid family ( Read more... )

yeah right now i feel pretty good. i have been for i guess about half the day ( Read more... )

it seems like everytime i sit down to write, i end up not caring and just delete it all. really it's because there is so much in my mind going on that i just start going off on diferent things and get really confused. whatever.
later

yep, this is the end. i am finally tired of everything, i was so close to just blowing up, let the full rath of my hellacious temper explode. for the last few years i have bean very successful at keeping it under control, but within minutes. it almost all came out. but i'm back, basically i am just not dealing with anything, i am getting out of ( Read more... )

i have so much to tell everyone, so many things i want to say,i just can't focus on any of it, but it really comes down to me wanting to say fuck off to most everyone, to never come near me again, and i am getting out of here soon, running away like the little bitch i am. i don't care, i guess i can go on with my life without haveing anyone around ( Read more... )

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fuck the army. it really has done nothing for me. yes some people it has done great things for but really they have worked to hard to get it ( Read more... )

hmmm not sure about what i was going to say, except someone was damn lucky today. i asked someone for a favor, a simple favor, not like i haven't done so much for this fucker before. all i asked was to pick up something for me. and if he didn't i planned on knocking him out right there. well for once in his life he came threw, crazy, but it ended ( Read more... )