i am a little nervous, i have these dreams about fighting and gunfire and what might happen. shit goes on over and over again in my head. drills, practices, training. like i am keeping myself trained even though i am not really training at all. just thinking about it. one good thing is that i never flinch. i always react and stay focused. i know it ( Read more... )

a few things to say, then i'm not really updating much in this journal ( Read more... )

ok i went to get my games from natalie, big fight, i am nore more pissed off than ever, actually more like more determined now,
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this is going to be fun

fuck you, i mean really fuck you in your fucking dumb ass. i have never met anyone as fucking spoiled and arrogant and self fucking centered as you,. i really at this point pray for some sort of fucking mac truck runs your dumb ass over, ok for everyonre that thinks this is because she broke up with me or just a rant or anything, fuck you too. i ( Read more... )

damn ragnarok consuming all my time

yeah, so i hate you. have a good life

i am so lonely ( Read more... )

What happens when someone gives me 150k to buy and build my own personal store ( Read more... )

Ok, i need a big favor from everybody i know ( Read more... )

blab la blab again i hate my computer.
and macromedia for being so damn complicated