I feel miserable, my entire body is tired, I want to just lay down and not wake up. I want to stop having to worry about money, and if my car is going to break down or not, I want to just be happy. Just happy. Is that so much to ask for? I want my boyfriend to want to go get me food, even if it's with my money, just because he knows it's going to ( Read more... )

[16:45] Welcome to the Hotel California: I'm talking about Aurelie yelling at me for anything and everything, and then today when I just handed her 5 guidebooks, I got nothin.
[16:46] Welcome to the Hotel California: I'm talking about everybody always calling and asking me favors and when I do it and ask nothing in return, they just slam my car door ( Read more... )

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance ( Read more... )

So. . . I'm thinking about starting the help Alicia's life not suck so hard fund, anybody interested? lol. Didn't think so. . . .

So, last week my car decided it was time to ruin the engine, and as you can imagine, that means ungood things for me. I now have to replace the engine on my car which will run me about $1200 not including labor. I'm not ( Read more... )

I know everybody else is doing it, so I might as well do it too. Let's wrap up 2007 in a couple paragraphs.

[note: this may turn in to a book, enter with caution]

The beginning of '07, if I remember properly started off on shaky feet. I was dating Josh at the time and things were a little less than happy in my mind. In his, may be a different story, ( Read more... )

ain't happy, I'm feeling glad ( Read more... )

So, been a while, mostly only Cheryn is going to read this, but basically life is good. Some bad things have happened recently. I had a pregnancy scare which sucked. Tony and I got super drunk on cheap whiskey one night and the condom broke, but we handled it the best way that two broke people could. Word to the wise, $7 whiskey, no good; if you're ( Read more... )

It's just one of those days, I know everybody that has the potential and will actually read this will understand (Cheryn) what I'm talking about. I don't feel at all happy, when I have everything to be happy about, I got a second job today that I start on monday, Tony and I are doing fine, my mom and I are on good terms, my dad and I are on good ( Read more... )

Lots of new stuff. Tony and I are dating now. It's fantastic, it's amazing, I couldn't be happier. He does all of the right things and he knows when to be sensitive about things and he just sort of makes everything a little bit brighter by just being near me. I really don't know what else to say to show you how happy he makes me, but people when ( Read more... )

For some reason everytime I listen to this song lately all I want to do it cry because I think how much my life is the prefect mix of this song. Everything sort of comes together and every verse and chorus is just a different aspect. . . . .I'm upset.

You have a way of coming easily to me ( Read more... )