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It's just one of those days, I know everybody that has the potential and will actually read this will understand (Cheryn) what I'm talking about. I don't feel at all happy, when I have everything to be happy about, I got a second job today that I start on monday, Tony and I are doing fine, my mom and I are on good terms, my dad and I are on good terms, but I just don't feel like being here anymore. I know tomorrow or the day after I'm going to wake up and be glad that I'm over this mood swing or whatever it is, but right now, cuddling and having Tony wrap his arms around me and just laying there with me, no second agenda, no anything except laying and slowly falling asleep sounds like the single greatest thing to me right now. My mood isn't because I miss him, I just saw him yesterday, but he makes me feel safe, wanted, and warm. I think I love him. Like the kind that when you finally realize that everything you've done has been leading up to this point and you couldn't be happier with a person. But I still want to cry. . . .
Here's a song that sort of fits my mood.
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Here's a song that sort of fits my mood.
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?