so i moved in with my boyfriend...things arent going exactly like i thought they would. All we do is fight and scream at eachother. He gets jealous of everything and anyone. This past weekend we went up 2 Sever Springs with his friend Colin 2 go snowmobiling. We were having a great time no fighting nothing, as soon as Colin started talking to me or ( Read more... )

I really needed this weekend. It was so nice to be with everyone again. I miss them all sooooo much ( Read more... )

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Sometimes i think that maybe i should have stayed with Justin. Because im getting sick of being single. At first it was nice to have the freedom..now it just sucks..cuz i miss having someone there for me. Ahh i hate this..i dont wanna be with justin..but whatever..you know what i mean.

:( im so confused

I ended up leaving Friday afternoon to go back home. I got out there..got Justin and rob came over. The 3 of us went out to dinner. Then we went over to rednecks. Hung out there for awhile. Then we down the park Josh,Dave,Dan,and Jenn were down there. Talk about funny hahaha..Dan tried to fight with me so he picked me up..over his shoulder..so i ( Read more... )

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Behind that smile & those bright eyes are a thousand broken dreams...this shows you that things are never as they seem..

isnt that so true..:/

i still havent figured out what the hell i want..and what the hell is going on with my head.

What the fuck is my problem. Why when i hear this song does it just make me just wanna cry my eyes out??? omg i need fuckin slapped..b/c i know exactly what my mind is saying to me. Im not letting myself go through it again ( Read more... )

Well i just got in..i was layin in the sun for like 4 hours. :) its nice and hot. Im deff. goin over my uncles to lay in his pool tomorrow with the babies..Gavin and Aubrianna ( Read more... )

I dont think people understand how hard it is for me to trust them. I have built a wall around myself..mostly because i dont want to get hurt again..and dont want to show my emotions to someone. Since my gram died 2 weeks ago..ive really just sat back and thought about alot of things. There are sooo many more important things. My view of life ( Read more... )