Alright.. so today's my last day of school. I don't think my mom will make me go tomorrow cos I asked her if she wanted to spend the day together. The plan is to go to lunch and then go see a movie, and I'm really looking foward to it ( Read more... )

I went to Ryan's house last night. I was supposed to stay the night, but I couldn't cos i'm grounded. I dunno. At least she let me over there.
m.. Last soccer game today.. :(
I love soccer.
I need to get a camera. NOW. And take pictures of everyone.
But if I don't, it's ok. I have some pictures.
But i'd prefer more.
Um..

Alright. Bye.

Alright, so I'm leaving probably thursday or friday ( Read more... )

Alot of shit happened. I'm leaving earlier then the rest of my family to go to France ( Read more... )

I really hate how ignorant my 'friends' can be.
I also hate it when people ask me if i'm ok.
YES AND IM FINE AND IF IM FUCKING NOT FINE I PROBABLY DONT WANT TO FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT

Jesus fucking CHRIST.
I am so fucking sick of this place.
Whatever. I'll be gone in.. probably less then two months.

Mm.. So seeing people lately has just gotten me aggravated and sad. I suppose I should do as I planned and not stay too close to anyone at this moment. I think the only two people I could stand to be around right now would be Jeff and Tommy. (?) I dunno ( Read more... )

Today was alright. I was smoking on my porch and watching my brother mow the lawn, and I just got really sad, cos i'm always so fucking mean to him. And I feel so bad because he's such a.. not innocent boy, but like.. he's all into his video games and it's cute, and everyone makes fun of him cos he's real skinny and real hyper.. and he says he ( Read more... )

Alright.. sooo. My dad didn't get the job. Which means we're moving.
I don't really have anything else to say. It's time for school anyways. (*BARRRFFFFFF*)
:) <3

I feel better. I took my anger out running at soccer, and muttering fuck you to the other team every time i'd run into one of them. We won. But, I don't exactly remember what happened, but I was running to get the ball and I somehow was in there air and ended up falling on my shoulder. It hurt but it's straight ( Read more... )

x. Song lyrics that are all.. "wah wah wah wah wah my life sucks because I thought you were sooo coool and now you're not, so lets post all the lyrics on my journal because I can't find the fucking words myself and oh no, I don't know what to do with myself waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and all i ever fucking talk about is how ( Read more... )