here's to the nights you felt alive
here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
here's to goodbye
tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

My god. I am done highschool. Only 3 shitty exams left and I am done.
That's just fucked up.

He's back.
I was really sketched at first, but now I know that its supposed to be like this.
He opened up first and everything.
And now we're ( Read more... )

I don't want to say that I miss you. Because I don't.

I just hate the way you left me hanging. Out of nowhere, it went from being everything to nothing. All because "we're just not good together anymore".

Yup, thats it. Give me the shittiest excuse in the book. That doesn't even count as an excuse.

I want to say I hate you, but I can't. I want to cry ( Read more... )

Everywhere you go, there are expectations. School, you're supposed to get good marks. At work, you're supposed to be the best employee you can be. When you go out, and you're at a party, you're expected to drink. Once you've gotten drunk, you're expected to put out. It's funny how quickly things change ... just friends to hooking up to "I feel bad ( Read more... )

i've never felt so low in my life.

"i won't tell if you don't tell anyone"
fuck secrecy.

i'm losing my best friend ;; i'm so excited for him. but i'm not gonna see him ...

this is going to break me clean in two.
i want so badly for him to understand .. but he'll probably never talk to me again.

shit.

Summer of my life .. ♥
and it's not even over yet =)

Hockey starts in 11 days .. omigosh, soo pumped

Back up on Friday, Wonderland on Saturday .. and he's coming to visit some time in September ..

Other than my timetable, everything is looking pretty freakin' sweet from here on in

G2 on Sept26th =D

im kicking out fiercely
at the world around me

that's it. i'm becoming a nun. i don't wanna have to deal with boys ever again.

school is finally DUNZO! i am soo pumped

and i really think i passed math.. which is bomb.. cuz no more stupid numbers for meeeee
haha

gundy party tonight. ...yay? i'm so not stoked for it. but i kinda am? i dunnnooo. it's gonna get broken up by like 11. soo who knows.

and im working up at TR this summer.. ahhh i'm SO happy! i miss the people up there ( Read more... )

7 months.. wow

i think i'm getting sick. and i have fucking exams to study for. arghhh

the canes played like shit.. BUT.. eric cole is back.. which makes me happyyyy.<3

i just wish exams were overr... gr

i guess sometimes you hafta get a little fucked up to put some perspective on things.

i still feel a little lost. i mean, reality makes sense now. where i am just feels right.
but i don't understand why things still cross my mind. what ifs and maybes.

they don't even matter.

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last week of school. FINALLY.. i'm fully finished in a week and a half.
no ( Read more... )

writer's block sucks when you have a deadline in 4 hours.

arghhh. i'm so pissed at him right now.

i need to go out. and let loose.

i hateee stress.