its funny how you can be completely comfortable with someone in a realationship and the other can be so uncomfortable to be straight up. went to churchills lastnight with becca and dizzy good times got tired early and left, did see erika and jo.
today has been really fucked up. and as a result of how fucked up its been... i wont be able to go to the last all hell/ benefit show for joe... actually contemplated quiting because of that. i dont know what im going to do... or if i can stand to put up with the petty bullshit thats going on in that place.
still in NewYork. staying an extra day due to weather changes... it started snowing today.. that was a lot of fun. im having a great time. went to the east village and the city on saturday. i miss my dog, my bed, and my boyfriend. but other than those three things i dont want to go back, not yet atleast.
tomorrow im stepping on a plane with becca. New York here we come!!! really really excited about this trip. its going to be such good times. back on tuesday.
i had a fuckin blast lastnight... im so glad that everyone who came out did. nasty hangover today... at the moment i never want to drink again. but thats always said.