So, I was reading all these old journal entries...from like WAY back in the day. And man was I fucked up. I just wanted everyone to know. HELL I AM PRETTY FUCKING HAPPY NOW! For real. I mean sure shit happens...but that's just it: "shit happens ( Read more... )

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So...I wrote this letter to a certain someone because I had to finally get every last ounce of feeling out of me....and I regret it. If only I could rush out to montreal and take it back or something...but is that allowed? Hopefully I wrote the address wrong or something. Anyways...I can tell its just going to piss her off, or something ( Read more... )

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i let a tear slip ( Read more... )

I am now being told that I am not gay, that it is only a way to hide from my unhappiness with myself ( Read more... )

A human being is part of the whole called by us "universe", a part limited in time and space. We experience ourselves, our thoughts, and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of conciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest ( Read more... )

When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
That I will find myself in someone's arms
When I cry
Cry

Well, I told you about how I broke up with Jessica (technically mutual). Well, Wade saw her downtown with Jesse, the one girl that I KNOW Jessica wants. Anyways...I haven't given her too much thought. I didn't even have to get over her. I never saw her anyways, so it was as if I was shedding something I didn't even have. But there is someone I've ( Read more... )

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