A letter I wish I could take back...
So...I wrote this letter to a certain someone because I had to finally get every last ounce of feeling out of me....and I regret it. If only I could rush out to montreal and take it back or something...but is that allowed? Hopefully I wrote the address wrong or something. Anyways...I can tell its just going to piss her off, or something.
Wade's bday is coming up. What to get him? He says he wants the "Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas" DVD...is that what it's called? oh well...I think I will.
Tomorrow my mom and step dad will be driving in from Innisfail to come get me for a little mini vacation. I can't wait. My mom and step dad are pretty cool. I know I'll have lots of fun. Besides, they haven't seen my lip ring yet. I'm sure they'll freak.
I got my cats yesterday, too. Mr. T. (who I'm thinking about nameing either Calvin or Hobbes...cause he reminded me of them today), Coal, and Cleo...Coal is going to her new home as soon as she hits 6 weeks...and mr t will stay with me...but I don't know what to do about Cleo. She's 3 and is super hostile. I can't even get my clothes outta my closet without her trying to attack me (I set up their bed n stuff in my closet cause its always open n stuff). So, if after the next 2 weeks when its time to send coal home, she hasn't warmed up...I'm afraid I'll have to give her to the SPCA...but I'm sure they'll find a good home for her. She was beat up terribly in the home that I rescued her from. It's pretty sad.
I ended up getting the job at the Pita Pit...which is really rad. I start on Wednesday...the day I get back. And I need a poem (not necessarily by me, but the person who wrote it would get credit, of course) about roomates and how cool they are n stuff...I'm going to put it in wade's card, which has a picture of a dog with bright red hair and wearing leather...punk n all, you know. And the card says (front) Whatever makes you happy. (inside)Happy Birthday to a free spirit.
Cause that's what he is...also I got a new email address
I'll change that later, though. Let me know if you have any other ideas on what I should do for wade for his bday...its on the 9th!
and how about some inspirational advice on the kelly thing?
cause in her journal this is what she said about me...
"Manderz told me not to long ago that she took a fancy to me a year and a half ago. It was really strange to hear that from her, I totally didn't expect that! I mean, it's really flattering!! "
Exact words...but I was mentioned last, after a whole spew of people. Which is a good way of reading into this...it basically means, MOVE ON...but we'll see. A year and a half is a long time to move on from.
And she has such a spew of admirers...I don't know where I fit in...I think it was a really shitty thing to do. Getting my hopes up on me, then kinda just crashing them down. She really gave me the impression that I had a chance...but what can you do?
Wade's bday is coming up. What to get him? He says he wants the "Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas" DVD...is that what it's called? oh well...I think I will.
Tomorrow my mom and step dad will be driving in from Innisfail to come get me for a little mini vacation. I can't wait. My mom and step dad are pretty cool. I know I'll have lots of fun. Besides, they haven't seen my lip ring yet. I'm sure they'll freak.
I got my cats yesterday, too. Mr. T. (who I'm thinking about nameing either Calvin or Hobbes...cause he reminded me of them today), Coal, and Cleo...Coal is going to her new home as soon as she hits 6 weeks...and mr t will stay with me...but I don't know what to do about Cleo. She's 3 and is super hostile. I can't even get my clothes outta my closet without her trying to attack me (I set up their bed n stuff in my closet cause its always open n stuff). So, if after the next 2 weeks when its time to send coal home, she hasn't warmed up...I'm afraid I'll have to give her to the SPCA...but I'm sure they'll find a good home for her. She was beat up terribly in the home that I rescued her from. It's pretty sad.
I ended up getting the job at the Pita Pit...which is really rad. I start on Wednesday...the day I get back. And I need a poem (not necessarily by me, but the person who wrote it would get credit, of course) about roomates and how cool they are n stuff...I'm going to put it in wade's card, which has a picture of a dog with bright red hair and wearing leather...punk n all, you know. And the card says (front) Whatever makes you happy. (inside)Happy Birthday to a free spirit.
Cause that's what he is...also I got a new email address
I'll change that later, though. Let me know if you have any other ideas on what I should do for wade for his bday...its on the 9th!
and how about some inspirational advice on the kelly thing?
cause in her journal this is what she said about me...
"Manderz told me not to long ago that she took a fancy to me a year and a half ago. It was really strange to hear that from her, I totally didn't expect that! I mean, it's really flattering!! "
Exact words...but I was mentioned last, after a whole spew of people. Which is a good way of reading into this...it basically means, MOVE ON...but we'll see. A year and a half is a long time to move on from.
And she has such a spew of admirers...I don't know where I fit in...I think it was a really shitty thing to do. Getting my hopes up on me, then kinda just crashing them down. She really gave me the impression that I had a chance...but what can you do?