it's been almost 3 years since grandpa passed away. 2 days from now, if i remember correctly. i think and dream about him all the time ( Read more... )

i miss my grandma so goddamn much.

CHRISTMAS LIST.

nobody knows what to get me. here goes:

Battlefield 2: Special Forces (The expansion pack)($29.99)

Warcraft III: The Frozen throne($19.99)

ot just hift certificates to fry's.

I remember spending the night with my grandma when I was little. She would tuck my brother and me under the covers so well, we couldn’t move. It was probably another method to keep us from hitting each other, too. When she was still home this summer and she’d wake up in the middle of the night, I’d tuck her in the very same way. And every time I ( Read more... )

i feel like talking about my grandma ( Read more... )

this thing with my grandma is horrible.

and i'm depressed. we left and they sedated her. cause she was calling for us.

dammit, i'm a horrible person.

i'm 20 now.

2 more days. argh ( Read more... )

so yeah. 5 days till my b-day ( Read more... )