umm i love my nigipino and my pregnant heterosexual life partner.
thats all i want to say.

:]

alot has changed.
i moved back home.
i'm not in a relationship anymore.
i feel like a completely different person.
but i don't know what i would do without my friends.

mainly, i'm just lovin summer. i want to go back to california.
being there for a week, then coming back to az, too difficult.
:[

in august i'm going to be starting an online school to ( Read more... )

RIP BRETT
October 8th, 1988-December 14th 2006.

nothings new.
cept he's not here anymore.
and it's so unreal.
tuesdays the funeral.
what a day..

random moment of update.
:)

same thing. different day.

andy and i are still amazing together.
<3
jen and i are besties again.
i still suck at every goal i try to accomplish.
nothing new in that department.

grr's going to be a daddy hopefully by feb.
i can't wait.
i'm going to disney land jan 5th.
with rachel, alyssa, and rachel's friend.
way more excited than ( Read more... )

life is so amazing.
this summer is unforgetable.
i have bomb best friends.
i have an amazing boyfriend.
i have a caring family.
i'm so happy.
everythings so different.

today i learned something.
maybe i don't need everyone,
i thought i needed.

i love my sister.
i want her to be happy.
i'm getting a job.
petsitting.
i'm going to NSA.
[with my keelii babie and ( Read more... )

NOTHING CAN FUCKING RUIN US. WE'RE COMMITED.
best friends, really can last forever.
taylor and i are one of them that will.
i miss her so much, and i can't explain how
empty i felt without her. it wasn't right.
and we're never going to fight like that again.
everyone in the SRC are going to love her.
she's a part of it already. she makes me happy.
i'm ( Read more... )

alright so, i guess we were never friends.
she lied to herself the entire time.
okay, thats her choice.
i'm done.

anyways, life couldn't be more amazing.
and i've never been happier with the people i'm with.
the SRC know what it do.
i've been going to dennys with a group of people lately,
it's amazing. joey and bill are always there. i love them ( Read more... )

my life is fucking amazing.

and i want everyone to know; i fucking love andy more than anything in this world.
and i know your like "yeah duh, old news". fuck you. it isn't old news. because our
life together has yet to begin. i don't know what i would do without him. the thing is
i'm so fucking greedy and selfish when it comes to him. i don't want to ( Read more... )

kay, so everythings good right now. life is amazing, reguardless of how much i complain about it.
i just hate having nothing to do. so i'm going to start petsitting, and when tina works, help her at petco; grooming.
her dog is a basset hound beagle. i love her so much. i'm petsitting her on thursday or friday.
tina said shes gonna try to get me an ( Read more... )

hii. i haven't updated in like 865 years.
i'm hardcore sick. i like gagged up blood this morning. andy was freaking out and kept thinking i had nemonia [i know i spelt that wrong.] but i probably don't. i have a doctors appt tomorrow. which i'm not
too happy about. because it costs alot of money. and i'm always there. therapy even costs alot of ( Read more... )