dude its been like so totally long since i updated this durn thing...last time i attempted to i couldnt find anything to say....well now where to begin...im working now at these bad ass apatrments...where i have my own place!....thats right you read it right I HAVE MY OWN PLACE!!!...its f-ing amazing...i am loving every minute of it..its been about ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR MUTHA-FUCKAS!!! well i havent updated this ina hott ass minute...well alot has changed and yet everything seems to stil be the same. im working now... me and derek were together but i broke up with him...he was just to much of a friend...what can i say..hes still a cool cat in my book tho...i was kinda i guess you could say talking ( Read more... )

hey all you hip cats and cool chix! well im here at my mommmys casa...just chillin...bout to go do sum cleaning...i go in to work tonite at 7...how fuckin stoopid...i work fo 2 hours...pointless it seems...well anyways...lets recap the last few days...derrick picked me up wednesday...and we "chilled"... i had a really good time w/ him he made me ( Read more... )

so i know its helloween and this is like my favorite day but i have had this stuff on my mind for a while now and i really needa get it off my chest...since im always bored when im here at my dads i have read my past lj entries when i was with adrian...and when i was talking to frankie...well i dont really care too much bout that guy but adrian ( Read more... )

so yesterday was completly dope...i went to an awesome party...all the way in pleasenton...dude i saw a bunch of old homies from school that i havent seen ina hot minute... i got pretty throwed last night gin mc cormicks half a vike god knows how much reefa...dude it was a blast...and just good people all around...man i was even indulging in sum ( Read more... )

dont think im your bitch cuz im updating it cuz you said...lol jk...wel rite now im chatting w/ rey...he invited me to go to the club w/ him next week..im actually considering it...but we'll see...on saturday me and mexican john are gonna go hit up a few parties...he invited me to go to a costume party w/ him but FUCK...i still dont know what to be ( Read more... )

hey...so whats goin on guys...well im just chillin...here at my dads..where i am now residing...hmm...what else has changed since the last entry...not too much...im not w/ roger anymore...he is whack...started judging me and my decisions..said i just wanted to smoke away my problems...w.e...i do what i do...and he nor anyone else wil make me feel ( Read more... )

hey guys whats goin down?...well ive been good, just chillin...blazin...you know how i do...well i have a boyfriend now...hes really awesome...his names roger and hes a straite up thug..its so tripped out seeing up together...he even has those big ass bling bling earings too...we met like sophmore year at school but he had a gf and i had a bf...but ( Read more... )

well just to start off...life is **wonderful**...like jack says its all peaches and cream...well i have my license now...got it on monday...and im going to northwest vista...its so beautiful and the teachers are so relaxed i just love it...life is like A BREATH OF FRESH AIR these days...i really appreciate it now...i guess w/ all the bad shit that ( Read more... )

well i had a good saturday night i must say...john nyssa dominic jack and mark came over. we all just chilled...me and mark secluded ourselves for a while...but nothing happened it was completly innocent...i just gave him a massage and we talked about music...it was cool...he can be a really cool guy when hes not shady...i gave him my cell number ( Read more... )