i feel kinda bad about kissing my bestfriend's bestfriend and he has a girlfriend.
if that makes any sense...but i mean he instigates shit...

i really like him but he loves his girlfriend BUT really likes me and liked me like ages ago when i barely knew him?
good thing i don't get emotionally attached anymore.
HAH is all i have to say about this.

i often forget to update this thing...hah ( Read more... )

LOL at those old posts.
it's funny how much you realize in like less than a month.

i'm doing fine not worrying about guys and dating.
seems like all guys are is two-faced & they just fuck with you...
the reason why? remains a COMPLETE mystery to me.

i'll be waitingg (:

& ihavewonderfulfriends :D

saturdayy i met steven.
we saw a moviee &...stuff...lol
(:
we'retogetherr.
and i'm extremely happy.
he's adorable, funny, smart, amazing voice,hawtt LOL, everything.
ahh i think about him like 24-7.
:D

<3
EDIT:
3/23/08

steven ray is a small dicked little bitch whos a compulsive liar.
hopefully one day he'll overdose on all those bullshit drugs he takes just ( Read more... )

sooooo , steven ray.
i'm so nervouss to meet him tomorroww.
i really really really times 10 like him.
his voicee is like amazinggg, and he's smartt & funny & cutee.

-swooooooooooooon-
lol :DD
gkdshgafklhyf!

iv'e been alright.

a bit happier, i actually spent a day with my mom on sunday, like shopping and stuff and it was really nice considering we never speak and she doesn't know much about me and she made me think more about life and consider things.

school was okay i suppose, normal.

still feels like nobody could replace him...

someone who i can talk about anything with and won't get offended about stuff i say because i do have a big annoying mouth sometimes.
i don't want to feel like i can't say stuff to them and i have to be able to have a conversation with them and have a lot of fun.
someone who can be immature at times and play around with me.
someone who isn't creepy or ( Read more... )

everything's fine when he's not around.

but as soon as 8th period comes around i'm in a shitty mood.

school is bullshit.
DRAMA, that's all these faggots care about.
even the seniors who you would think knew better create a lot of it.

i. want. out.

 i'm soooooooooooooooo fucking tired of EVERYTHING.
even more than i have been.
;dgsghbfuan;gd

 did all my chores.
now i'm sitting here, doing the usual gaia & myspace thing.

i feel kinda shitty but i should go to the movies with matt tonight.
i need to get out.
eh...we'll see what happens.