its amazing how simple i once was.
nothing could touch me.

i felt pain
both physical and mental.

i was merely a child

change

depression was my muse
wrath was my expression

self doubt

drugs
drugs 
drugs

self actualization

a sort of chemical reaction took effect

simon jaymes came in like tarzan; screaming and half nude

change

bridges burned
new ones were built

im ( Read more... )

Got a new camera. It's pretty sweet.
Had a break down. Somewhat worked it out.
Hung with Kristy and Cori. Very, very akward.

The past is important. It helps you with future mistakes ( Read more... )

Pop Pop

My Nightmare Before Christmas tin sits in front of me on the desk.
There are exactly four RapidSlim SX left and I'm debating on whether I should consume the blood red liquid capsules.

four minutes go byI always love the sound of the metal lid clanking against something hard ( Read more... )

Asses a blaze
Lighting the speedos of
Young boys, causing them to
Spray semen on the faces of un-
Suspecting old ladies, who
Intentionally, ran
Around naked in hopes that
Lady Luck would grant them the
Youth they yearn for.
Never hesitating to lick their wrinkled lips, then beginning to
Rawr at the heavens; an
Ode to the Cheese made from ( Read more... )

It amazes me
That the only time you're willing to talk
Is when I threaten to leave
Any other time
You're in too good of a mood
Is that the only excuse you have to use?
I'm sick of this shit
I don't like it one bit
I don't want to have to keep waking up
Hoping that it will all be fixed
If I'd known this is how it would end
I wouldn't have let it

An outburst of exploding
Laughter upon un-
Expecting strangers, who's
X-rays show, that such
An outburst could shock them into the
Next shitty life time that will, ultimately,
Doom this entire existence to have
Ruptured small intestines, that spray liquid hot magma
Against their shoes, resulting in
An all attempt to seek and distroy
Numberous ( Read more... )

i been denied all the best ultrasex ( Read more... )

I've been thinking ( Read more... )

Along with Dylan and Alex, I stole some condoms from WalMart ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been pondering the idea of Alyssia staying in Houston, Texas and trying to figure out what my exact reaction would be; unfortunately we will never know unless she happens to do just that.
With Alyssia gone I've also discovered what its like to be grounded.
Weekdays, I am allowed to leave, but there is that one flaw about not having a ( Read more... )