Today went fine... It was Day for of yet ANOTHER one of my new fast....

i went 4 days without food.. it was going great..BUT NO

i had ANOTHER brilliant plan to Binge/ purge

i Ate about 4 or 5 cookies (200 cals) and 1 piece of Fruit Pizza... alone with little bits of other things. and a HUGE glass of water to help throw it up better

i went and threw ( Read more... )

Wow.... im back..lol...

Long time no update....

... I havnt weighed myself since the last time i updated.... im too afraid to

cuz i went like a WEEK and  half where i ate :-x..omg it was bad... then i starved myself for 3 days...then i ate alllll weekend.. (2 bags of candy) through 2 days..OMG BAD>>

so then im on my NEW FAST>..... Today is day 2 ( Read more... )

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