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Today went fine... It was Day for of yet ANOTHER one of my new fast....
i went 4 days without food.. it was going great..BUT NO
i had ANOTHER brilliant plan to Binge/ purge
i Ate about 4 or 5 cookies (200 cals) and 1 piece of Fruit Pizza... alone with little bits of other things. and a HUGE glass of water to help throw it up better
i went and threw it up.. the SICKEST taste ever... i hate myself I WANT WEED NOW!!
i want to get high.. NOW i want some fucking WEEDD NOW!!... i cant take this no more
I hate the way i look..