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Today sucked.... Last night Sucked... everything SUCKS
Last night... i ate a bowl of Cheerio's at about 10:45 at FUCKING night. Yeah... i regret it.
I feel ... alone in this fucking world... and it's all my damn fault... NO one wants to hang out with me anymore.. i have no friends (Literally) no one to talk to... no one to tell things.. because i dont even WANT to tell people things.. i've been keeping it to myself..becasue its no ones buissness...and its all my fault
I was depressed all day long... didnt say a damn word all day... and you know what??? NO ONE even noticed. no one pays attention... and i gues i am fine with that... i got what i always wanted... to be left alone.
I took 6 pain killers and 1 sudafed and 1 cormatrex this morning... by the Noon Time at school... i was crying ... and shaking.. and couldnt move...
i hate everything...
At least i didnt eat today... but then again... lately its EASY to not eat.. VERY EASY..becasue im not hungry.. i am REALLY seriously NOT hungry.
Here's sommin i wrote today