feelin free

[xxdtrox187xx]

the funeral on tuesday turned out to be sad (as expected) but it was just so beautiful. i dont even want to describe it because ill interpret it wrong and ruin my memory of how i truly felt.
i came back to school on wednesday and started crying in my first class and i couldnt stop, not only because of the funeral, because of just so many things

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[get_shot_down]

you shouldn't be thinking about death, sharon san juan. i know that it's impossible to know when (especially with this whole erick thing AND your grandpa passing away) but i'm sure it's going to be a long time until that happens.

and you know that you mean the world to me, so you're not gonna be losing me at any point in time unless you're the one to do the ditching, OKAY?

AND i know i haven't gotten to talk to phil lately 'cause he's a dumbshit and i'm slow but don't be scared with him or about loving him. he's a great guy and you both like each other a lot, it's kind of obvious. you remind me of when i was with branden, and i still can't explain why i want nothing to do with him anymore. but you two will be fine. it hasn't been that long so you just can't expect him to say he's madly in love with you all the time, hahah. it'll happen, i bet.

i love you.
you're in my shower.
bahahahah.