I hate the feeling that the impending summer is giving me. I constantly am reminded of my past and youth in the beginning of every summer and reminded how much i wish i could be a teenager again. This is my last summer before the point of no return as far as adulthood is considered. Every day I can recall what the feeling was like this time of year ( Read more... )

i love summer nights

it's roughly 2:30 on a tuesday morning and i'm sitting in my room in the dark, in my boxers listening to the drug hell that is the stump song buffalo. how did my life end up this shitty?

stoked on the new band. so much potential plus it's actually a reflection of what I'm into. Mute Witness in 2009=big things

fuck special treatment. fuck being in on everything exclusively because of who you know and are associated with. Shit is bullshit. I'm so tired of this whole in the with the in crowd mentality i have yet to experiance. Maybe i am a better person because of it or maybe there is a reason i'm not in the so called in crowd. All i know is tonight im ( Read more... )

Never sleep anymore. Drinking too much still.can't wait for the winter to be over even though it might as well be spring at 60 degrees just about every fucking all day. All I want to do is lay in my bed and listen to music until it's march.

Sometimes I feel like im not going anywhere but sometimes I feel like Im going wherever im going far too fast. Maybe it's the combination of being stable yet unstable at the same time that has always pulled me into the way of life I am experiancing now. Reguardless I am excited for winter to be over more or less. All i really have to look foward to ( Read more... )

I don't post in this enough anymore. I hate school. i hate it hate it hate it. I don't know why i always go back to it. I'd rather just work a lot and make a lot of money but in reality i'd rather just spend a lot of time playing in a band and drinking a lot of beer which is at the moment what i've basically been doing. Every night by 11 i've drank ( Read more... )

I kinda feel like every night when Im alone in my room listening to music I find another way to pick apart every thing Im not happy about. so much isnt turning out the way i hoped. anyways death cab was amazing and when ben gibbard played i will follow you into the dark it was the most emotional musical experiance I've ever had and i love ed and ( Read more... )

Bummed.