every whisper ( Read more... )

And when we were there, all I could think about was us ( Read more... )

i know how ur feeling.

ur scared. ur afraid to feel...what ur starting to feel. the way u felt the very first time u realized....ur good enough for him. let him in. trust him. he might hurt u. but would u be better off without him? the answer is no. i say, take a risk...if ur going to live...live a little bit with him. i see how u act when ur ( Read more... )

pucker4life: why did you do that to me homecoming?
xX PUNKxCUTiE Xx: ..i wasn't trying to do something to you.. it wasn't something i could control and i still feel horrible.
xX PUNKxCUTiE Xx: how are you?
pucker4life: you left me to dry on my own homecoming
pucker4life: you left me in the middle of the night
xX PUNKxCUTiE Xx: what was i supposed ( Read more... )

SO i'm driving on the highway, and i take the exit for school ( Read more... )

oh SNAP.
guess who's still doing homework??

and i return to temple shortly.
to a life filled with school and commitments.
to a life that does not allow time for computers or television.

<3

so everything is fine.
but once again time stops.
and for that brief point -
nothing's right.
and i cry.

i was having little problems
and then the song changes.
and i think of everything.
and i'm overwhelmed.

and i'm scared.
and i'm sad.
and i so desperately want to stay happy
like i thought was.

god. i don't want to go through this again.

six numbers, one more to dial ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in the longest time ( Read more... )