oh dear.

[xxdreamoxx]

six numbers, one more to dial
before i'm before you tonight
i tried to call
been busy all night
gave up waiting at daylight

excuse me Mrs. Busybody
could you pencil me in when you can
though we both know that the worst part about it
is i would be free when you wanted me

i am the man on the side
hoping you'll make up your mind
i am the one who will swallow his pride
life as the man on the side

one of the many
one of the few
to stand back and wait for you

i fell in love with the dream that i built of you
playing the part of the queen
taking my own advice
i'm giving up tonight
good luck to you and the king

i am the man on the side
hoping you'll make up your mind
i am the one who will swallow his pride
life as the man
you know life as the man
living life as the man on the side

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the things that kills me..
is that i think this is directed towards me.
and it really hurts.
because i never put myself in a position where i can hurt people. but i think i did. unintentionally.
and it sucks.