Understand

What is there in this world to understand.
Life is a meaning of what is and what isn't.
What is to come and what chooses not to.
Why does the wind blow and why is it cold sometimes and warm the other.
Why do animals have breeding seasons?
What is the reason for tears of sadness and tears of joy?
Why does things make sense but do not.
Things ( Read more... )

Well, its been really hard lately, but things seem to be getting ok. Christine and I have been talking a little bit we talked for a good 30 min today and we didn't argue or anything I really feel that she loves me still and that time will make things better. I found out that Laura her roomate deleted me from her myspace because she said she thinks ( Read more... )

  so the other day Christine and I broke up.. and I wasn't really exspecting it. We were fighting a lot and a lot of arguing and stuff ( Read more... )

last night was sooo fun we got a keg, Tim and I pulled the money out of our asses and tried to rock hard.
which we did we got wasted .. and then towards the end of the night after Christine got drunk she decided to tell me something 
that i didnt need to know while being drunk ..... after goin to the pe for like 25 min i walk up and she hasnt even ( Read more... )

tomorrow night is my birthday. well at like 12am im really exited cause a lot of my friends are 
over 21 and i can never really hang out with them cause the whole bar situation.

Today was kinda fun though we had plans to go out on my little john boat and go fishing but i 
couldnt get my troller motor to work so we had to just rent a conoe and chill it ( Read more... )

so its like two days till my 21st b day. I am sooo exited and my best friend that i grew up with since i was in 3rd grade is getting married like the next day on the 4th of july.. I am sooo ready for next week to happen its goin to be soo fun. But to be honesty im kinda scared for Dave cause hes getting married thats fucking nuts i really hope he ( Read more... )

Well today is thursday the 14th and i havent been on this shit for soo dam long. But i was thinking mabye I should write down shit instead of having it bottled up inside my head untill i unleash a fury. But Christine comes into town today and I am really exited about that. Also i got into the show last night for free and got a cdc shirt for free ( Read more... )

today i smoked a few blunts and then went to my moms house to do lundry i knew before i went there that there was goin to be problems. so when i did go there and did my loundry everything was fin until the end of the night when my mom decided to call my dad late as fuck and wake him up to tell him that i wasnt goin straight home and that i was goin ( Read more... )

ok so its around 7 and like i have nothing to do i havent updated in a long ass time ( Read more... )

its like fucking late at night and i cant sleep and this reminds me of the other night when my fucking ex gf called me at fucking late with and emotional break down ( Read more... )