I wish i really had the ability to open up and trust people. I find that this disorder is making life so much harder than it really has to be. I gain and i lose friends as fast as I make them. I say i trust someone then the next thing i know i'm the one starting petty arguments ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't really been around much. I've been spending a lot of time at my boyfriends house where i can't usually find internet. My parents just got a new compter so i decided to come home and help them set it up so i could also update, lol ( Read more... )

i'm not dead.... ok maybe a little on the inside... :/

I think i'm being cheated on.

I just told him that I wouldn't withould sex from him and that I would share my body and my soul with him because i feel deep in my heart that he was the one i was going to be with for the rest of my life.

ouch......

I got my bible **squeeee** I never thought that i would be so excited about this ( Read more... )

From here on out I am going to try to be a better and healthier person ( Read more... )

All i've wanted is to love and to be loved in returned. Hell being respected would do. Here I am going back to a relationship giving 110% and getting almost nothing in return. I hear the words "i love you" but what do those mean if there arn't any little actions behind them ( Read more... )

Tuna fish out of the can and diet coke.

my one meal of the day.

No... theres nothing wrong with me.....

**rolls eyes**

I love Janice Dickonson. This show is amazing. Her new models are to die for! dear god i wish i could be that.

I fell..... i have fallen head over heals for this guy ( Read more... )

He makes me happy.... full inside kinna happy ( Read more... )