Wow these old entries are retarded. Add this new one.


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ahh this is ridiculous. i saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind the other night for the first time. i wish i could do that shit. ugh.
heres some new pics if anyones interested. *cough*no one*cough*
these are from last thursday i think

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my daddy died last night at 7:45 ( Read more... )

i hate scene kids.
i hate dumb girls who turn scene in order to impress other scene kids even more.
im way tooooo metal for them. RAWR SLAAAYER

Damn. I was trying to stay off this site for awhile. It was working till I got bored about 20 minutes ago. And now I wish I would've done something else haha. Dammit. My birthday is coming up in just over a week. It's gonna be weird since things are different now then they have been my past couple of birthdays. blah. i dont feel like writing

these past few weeks have been really weird. i dont think ive ever been sadder.

So yah, i have to start out by saying i never update this anymore. since i always say that. haha.. but uhhhh.. might as well update on whats going on in my life, eh... so im still single. haha.. not by choice i guess, but still.. tomi has a new boyfriend now i guess. aparently it started out as a joke meant to upset me, which it worked btw^_~, but ( Read more... )

i cant sleep.. i never can at other peoples houses.. ive had a lot of problems sleeping lately.. a lot of things on my mind i guess.. i always have these dreams that seem real, and they're always bad.. its probably cause i go to sleep thinking about things, and its always the really bad thoughts that i dream about.. like they play out exactly like ( Read more... )

I never update this anymore.. I doubt i'll start updating it too.. Guess anyone who does read this can see whats going on in my life.. Friday night Tomi and I decided to take a break.. but i guess now we're completly broken up or something.. i dunno.. she says she doesnt want to be with anyone else and just needs time to herself before we date ( Read more... )

So, I was told to update this thing.. so i am.. but i duno what to say.. jeremy hates me right now.. some bitch told him some shit. saying i was trying to get her to hate him. or something. so now he cant trust me or sabrina... i dunno.. its really lame.. but oh well..im fucking tired so maybe ill write more tomorrow.