wow!! Its been A LLOOONNGGG TIME ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile and a lot has gone on......I really dont know where to start..Somes good and somes bad....I guess the good is first....I got a job, finally..I work at Cato in High Point..its a pretty kewl job..I like it so far..Im a vegatarian now..Its not that hard for me..Im surprised..the only hard thing is peoples rude comments, specially ( Read more... )

Walking through the halls
Her smile never falls
You might have been surprised
To find her life was a lie
She always had the newest trend
Everyone she knew was a friend
No one would have guessed
Her life would come to an end

Her life wasn’t what it seemed
She smiled and laughed
To cover the tears and pain
Even though inside she felt crappy
She ( Read more... )

Tears?
Ive cryed so many..
I wonder how thye still come out....
why dont mine just dry up...
A tear runs down my cheek
and no one is there to whip it off and tell me its ok...
The one person I had  to do that is now gone..

I have let him down...
I dont know what to do nemore..
If only. if only he was back in my life..
He is the only thing that made me happy ( Read more... )

I didn’t mean to make you sad I didn’t mean to hurt you
I had to do this the reasons I wish you knew
My life fell apart and I couldn’t put it back to together
It got too much for me to bare
Yes I gave up but no I never gave up on caring
I had to go I had to get out of this lifetime of pain
Now I will never have to put up with the hurt again
Don’t ( Read more... )