I am deleting this journal or just not writing in it anymore, I have my other journal....
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I'll leave the lights down low ( Read more... )

im so tired of crying and missing him. why does he have to be this way. its like, he was put on this earth to make me miserable all the time. how you can u love someone so much and want to be with them so bad but they just dont want to talk about it.you dont want to talk about it?, thats fucking fine cuz you are losing me.its a slow process and i ( Read more... )

i hate my life. the only thing i have left that can make me smile is brodie. thank the lord that i have him because if i didnt, i dont know if i would be here. i have never been this sad in my entire life. i hate him. i love him. i dont know how things are going to be but i am anything but happy and i dont think it will change untill i get back ( Read more... )

blah blah blah....so much shit on my mind latley. i dont know where my future is going. i cant live with my mom anymore. i wanna finish school but it looks like im gonna have to get a full time job and go to school part time at night. having brodie was the best and worst things to happen at the same time. i know that sounds horrible and i would ( Read more... )

tim armstrong touched my hand. i win.

I scored a 100% on the "How Philadelphian Are You" Quizie! What about you?

i hate my life.

What color is most reflective of you- red ( Read more... )

going to my second cousins first birthday party, then work, what a fun day. already fighting with tom, only person i know that wakes up in a bad mood every day, but oh well. brodie has been sick, the poor little guy has a fever, but i sat with him and took care of him all day yesterday so i know he feels better today. watched house of 1000 corpses ( Read more... )