Now as I run through tha trees with my infiltry
I got my M16 and my artilary
I got my full blooded soldiers in tha back of me
And a bullet proof vest and I'm hopin I don't have to see ( Read more... )

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We left before the dust had time to settle
And all the broken glass swept off the avenue
Ana all the way home held your camera like a bible
Just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth

And I stood nervous next to you in the dark room
You dropped the paper in my water
And it all begins to bloomPicture, Picture, lie to me tell me somthing ( Read more... )

i wish tonight never happened. i wish it was a nightmare, i wish this school year was all a nightmare, i wish it was summer and i was laying on his couch cudling with him and playing with his hair as we fall asleep, when things weren't so lost, when we could just lay without speaking, talking with our bodies, i rarely say it to him but he knows how ( Read more... )

i went on my boat on monday with my brother, stephanie, and sean. it was really fun things where simple and fun. i felt just free ( Read more... )

mabye the reason i am so unhappy is that no one knows me, no one knows me cause i lie to everyone. i try to stop lieing but i can't. and then no one can tell and it hurts me. but how are they supposed to be able to tell if all i do is lie?

Chirstmas is blah. I got way more then i asked for for x-mas and i felt idk selfish, i was just glad i got to spend time with my family. my brother and i hung out for awhile and it was really fun, it was great usually we can't go more then 5 minutes without fighting but this time we could just talk and hang and i had a really good time. we were ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile. not much it new.

today i had to go to family which sucked.

ThisFleshATomb5: you don't know that, your 14 years old you haven't even lived one fourth of how long most people live, if you died at 60 thats still 46 more years, you have to remember this is a tiny bit of your life, in 4 years things will be so diffrent and you will have control and you can do what makes you happy, you just have to get through ( Read more... )

i had a really good day, i had fun in history again that class is really enjoyable sometimes and horrible at others. So yea today was good. It kinda sucked though cause mike and meghan where not at school today, i was like wow losers ( Read more... )