i just want to give up so badly. so many things are going against me. so many people are expecting me to fail, that it would be so easy to give up. i cant, but i really want to. i wish i could. i wish this was something stupid, but its not. it's my life.
the worst part of my homecoming experience this year is that all ive wanted is a butterflies in my stomache feeling. for the longest time
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i kind of dont want to sleep. ever. im so dramatic that it kind of hurts. physically. it's over. something that has been a part of my life since the 4th grade, is over, and i dont know what to do with myself. ill probably never read another book, by choice, again. i know that's not true, but that's how i feel. i dont know what to do with myself. im