Every single person is busy.
Every single one.
I guess I'm just not worth anyone's time.

Fuck everyone.
I'm not ok,
and nobody has the time to help.

No phone
Going on a diet
living in a clean room
shitload of work
birthday weekend.
Dehydrated
The maintenance guy stealing my heater.
PRESENTS SOON!!!

"The thing that is hardest to accept about the passage of time is that the people who once mattered the most wind up in parentheses." - John Irving

He does want me back.
And I do miss him.
But I finish what I started.
Then this will never have to happen again.

And my absence will remind you of how tough it is to be in love.

...weird night...
Not what I expected.
I'm a very awkward girl.

*sigh*
Well...that wasn't as bad as I thought.
And hopefully now I'm on the right track to ending all this shit.
It's just weird to be alone for now.
And weird to not know how long this will go on for.

I really think this was what I needed though.
I think this will help shit.

...but it's so hard to not send you a text that says remember I love

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 ...and then that song from Dashboard came on

and so much fun. 
I was sad to see it end. 
I saw cute things you did that you didn't know I saw.
I love you so much.
As much as I hate being away from you,
I love that now it's so exciting to see you.
I was worried before,
but now I know we will be ok.
This won't even be that hard to handle.

I need a goodnight sleep so badly though.
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