still i'm convinced that wondering what if is the worst thing there is.

i give up on sleep. plans for it always fall through. and there aren't enough hours in a day.

i just wanted to let you all know that me and aron have the cutest most amazing kitty ever. her name is dash and she'll eat you alive or beat you in a race. then she'll chew on some cords and play in plastic bags or something ( Read more... )

i really miss my sisters. i'm realizing now how hard its going to be to live on a completely different coast than my family.

back on kortnee's bed, where i belong ( Read more... )

so pretty much five hours of listening to the national and clap your hands and say yeah makes me want to kill myself.

ps aron's moving in this week

so i definitely work all the time now. its pretty much all i do. i guess it keeps me distracted from the other things on my mind but sometimes i would rather it didn't. i missed the season premiereofdegrassiyesterday. PS KORTNEE I NEED YOU TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. OH YEAH AND I LOVE YOU ( Read more... )

i'm hella watching selena right now.

damn bitch. you know i'm sitting on kortnee's bed watching sin city. its pretty freakin sweet. it feels good to be back here its been too long. kortnee just sat on the controller and made the movie talk in french. for the third time.

i've got an amazing feeling. life is good and i'm loving almost every second of it.

today, while i was at my old apartment cleaning, i went down to check the mail. i pulled out a small manila envelope package. addressed to me, handwritten, with no return address. pretty curious. so i open it up and what do you know. my wallet. someone actually found it and sent it to me. everything was just as i had left it, debit card and all. ( Read more... )