I'm a selfish bitch. I cut myself for attention. I have self-esteem issues and thats why I stab my friends in the back. I hate people for no reason other then the fact that most people love them, so I find some obscure reason to hate them. I have no real friends. I'm a home-wrecker. No one likes me anymore so I'm going to go cut myself so maybe ( Read more... )

i try to think about how things were a month ago. and i cant. do you ever feel like there is a haze over your eyes, blocking out all that is bad? i do. all the time. i hate the fact that i dont know what i am going to be doing this summer. well besides the obvious: working, hanging out with mallory, sleeping with gregg, pretty much soaking in the ( Read more... )

im trying to think if i feel like i am have grown up at all this year. i mean i know i have stopped caring about my life or my body or my mind, and i have just been barely hanging in there. i need to grow up. i feel like its time. i am quitting smoking cigarettes (so hard), i am pushing all the shitty people out of my life. and only letting in the ( Read more... )

wow this weekend ( Read more... )

iamtoddwhoareyou: we really need to hang out soon. i want to hear what's been going on with you ( Read more... )

prom was saturday. it wasnt that great. i mean before and after was alot of fun but during no. lol. it was nice to see all those people all dressed up. i cant wait to get my pictures back

no one remembered it was my birthday.

only gregg. he was the first to say it and the last.

happy birthday scott.

theres nothing like the first day being back to school.... and me and mallory not even going. nothing like it ever.

i hate stefan. so much.

kisses mallory.

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theres nothing like mallory pizza at 10:00 at night. yummy.

end. loaf.

i had so much with jon today at perkins. i love pancakes. but waffles more.