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man tonight was a fucking blast. at first it was gay as fuck chillin up at fuel and shit WAITING for something to happen, then i knock into Tim and Charles who've i haven't hung out with for a while... They see that since they didn't celebrated my 20th with me and that i was bored as fuck, invited me to go to some random goth thingy at "Eclipse" ( Read more... )

I was bored, have a nice day...

You scored as Nihilism. Your life is marked by strong Nihilism: You feel that nothing in the world, even your life, has much or any meaning.

"For out of fear and need each religion is born, creeping into existence on the byways of reason."

"There are no facts, only interpretations."

“Every belief, every ( Read more... )

Decided to post some new poetry/lyric shit that i wrote at work today, enjoy ( Read more... )

These past few weeks have pretty much been a visitation of hell and back for myself. I've experienced abso-fucking-lutely every emotion one could possibly endure. Sadly enough i feel, as triumphant as i should feel, as if i'm still in a bleak paranoiad belief that i'm back to square one. i... HAD a band, that was discarded after some "Leach", ( Read more... )

An apology to all for the lack of updates i've made on this journal. My life's been surprisingly busy and will try to some up the past month and a half in a short few paragraphs if at all possible. For starters, i'm working on a new project that i'm keeping very much tight-lipped about to many of the "Scenesters" so to speak, or rather the more ( Read more... )

Simple Thoughts in Useless Endings ( Read more... )

Something about the song i'm listening to seems to remind me of what life was like when i was still a nobody, driving alone, living for the ride, going from place to place for a whole week without contacting anyone. I miss those days, I wish to return to them someday. This past week has been a mental hell-and-back to say the least. Sadly but ( Read more... )

Its suicidal, its comical, its nearly retarded but i think i've made up my mind... i really have... but i'm stubborn, you fuckers should know that and truthfully i think i can make things happen ( Read more... )

Well, days have passed onward since the whole "Situation" i had. needless to say, i think i've made a decision, it'll hurt for a while and i'll probalby post alot about it to vent shit and what not... but i would certainly appreciate your support on the decision or if at all possible offer better advice or ways to pursue this, your help is always ( Read more... )