In about an hour Morgan goes to get her oh-so-wonderful acrylic nails put on! We leave for the cruise tomorrow, and we will be in Bermudizzle in 3 days! Eeeek I hope the ship doesn't decide to sink.. Morgan+sinking cruise ship = one unhappy camper.

When you finally know who the one is for you, it all blows up in your face. Good morrow he says, yet I say it back in hope of something more. I love thee, but do thee lovest me not? Now I know doth lovest me not, which splits my heart into two, never to be mended again.

I really, really want a cute boyfriend.

I know this isn't the greatest journal in the world, but we'll have to wait it out for now. It seems to me that lately people feel like being a bunch of assholes. Lieing to your face, saying stuff behind your back, etc. but that's just a part of life everybody says ( Read more... )

On Monday night Alex Lockerby and I got into a tremendous fight. It was our last fight for us to ever have. We're not ever going to be friends again. However, no Governor's School for Morgan. I didn't get accepted. I started to blame it on my Biology teacher and she might have had a part of it, but I imagine it's my own fault for not getting the ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I spent the last few hours thinking about everything and I've found my solution. That there is no solution. This apathy has taken over me to where I don't feel anything anymore. No pain. No happiness. No nothing. Am I doomed to not feel anything for the rest of my life? Am I the most horrible person in the ( Read more... )

So it appears this weekend I'm going to be staying with Alex. Sounds like tremendous fun to me! In philosophy today, somebody randomly decided to challenge me for no apparent reason. Is it just me or is that person immature?

Have you ever wondered what could have been? Wondered what if? Wondered why nothing was going right for you? Wondered why you gave love a second chance? Well I piss on the word love. It needs to effin' die. bastard.

Dear World ( Read more... )

Theres poison in my drinking glass ( Read more... )