Sometimes I stare out my window
  And watch the rain streak down|
Sometimes I feel like I should go
  But remember I don't know how
Sometimes I feel so locked up
  So locked up inside

When I learn to fly
  I'll fly far away from you
I'll give life a try
  If only for a moment or two
I'll duck off my wings
  And soar through the sky
When I learn to fly

You say ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm not really sure what going on
Sometimes I feel like my whole life's a con
Sometimes I wonder why I'm here
Sometimes I think, when there's no one near

Think that there is something wrong with me
Think that you should let me be
Think that I should be alone
Think that I deserve  no one

Everything is changing around me
Everything, you can see
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I'm in the library for Independent Study and I just read Michelle's update from last night. So here are some things I need to say to people.

Michelle:  I wish you had told me we weren't friends anymore before this, but I guess it really doesn't matter. That's your choice and I'm sorry you feel that way. I won't try to change your opinion, but I ( Read more... )

In the library yet again!! I'm begining to think that school is pointless if I can get out of it this easy!

I love you Matt.. and I can't wait to see you tonight!

*muah* Love you soooooo much.... :o)

( crazy survey )

Matt you make me happier than I ever thought possible.
I don't know what I would do without you.
I can't sleep because I think about you and miss you all the time.
Please don't ever let me go.
I love you with all my heart.
No matter what.

P.S. I'm going to kidnap you.

All I can think about is how long,
because I've been waiting for you for so long.
So ( Read more... )

Teardrops fall for the crying

For they can no longer suffer silently

Teardrops fall for the dying

Who’s only sin was to breathe

Teardrops fall from the cold gray skies

Soaking the earth we know so well

Does God cry when it rains?

Or is it the tears of the lost ones

The dead ones

Whose tears are spent

On the lost lives of the living

Teardrops ( Read more... )

Heaven's A Lie: Lacuna Coil

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
when I will fall in decay

Something wrong
with every plan of my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
your heaven's lie
set me free with you love
set me free

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
why did I choose to betray you

Something ( Read more... )

Last night was fun... I got to hang out with Matt... I wish I could just be with him 24/7 but school kind of gets in the way. Neway... he had to be around my crazy family... poor Matt... and we started watching Torque but my mom had to bring him home at 9... grrrr to the mommy.... but then I came home and we talked online for a little while. Then I ( Read more... )

Life on Pause
Doesn't Skip a Beat
Life will keep moving
When you can't move your feet

Why watch a still screen
When Life will move without you
Why watch a boring scene
When you can still scream

Watch me move
With or without you
Watch me smile as I leave you
Cuz you're not worth the tears
You made me cry enough
I fell to the ground
And you wouldn't pick me up
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