okay so the holidays are here, and i dont mean to be a scrooge but im not looking forward to them that much this year. im jsut not too excited. im soooo stressed out about everything. im not done xmas shopping yet, im fighting with friends, its always something with rob, fucking work sucks, and the old lady i work with wants to kill me, and noone  ( Read more... )

sunday:
monday: dress shop? look for new/2nd job? 
tuesday: work 530close
wednesday:work @ 3/one tree hill/ senior papers due
thursday:rob game @ 1130/work
friday:work
Saturday:work

god everything sucks. i really need to get my life together.

Sunday: dinner with brogin.
monday:
Tuesday:Work @ 3
wednesday:work @ 5/ one tree hill
Thursday:work/ rob game @ 1130
friday: work
saturday: work

sometimes things can go so wrong you wonder if you ever do anything right. 
but then again maybe we need those things to go so painfully wrong to realize what right is and how to fix it.

with you its always something. and ill tell ya, im wearing thin.
its getting too hard and too rediculous that im the only one holding on to whats not even there

Sunday: see HAPPY FEET ( Read more... )

*sighs* things suck.

Sunday: go to football game. 
Monday: go to pens game? 
tuesday:work at 3.
wednesday:work at 3.
thursday: leave for IUP/ rob game at 930
friday: iup visit. 
Saturday: Pitt visit. go to pens game.

From now on this is how my entries are going to be. once a week..a constantly revised schedule that ill update as i plan things for 2 reasons: 1-to keep myself more organized bc this way i wont lose it, and 2- to show or plan the things i have to look forward to since my life seems to have gone terribly wrong and has been dragging lately.  This way ( Read more... )

well the weekend was pretty fun. the penitentiary was kind of dissapointing but im glad i went ( Read more... )

sooo im really excited for this weekend its gonna b so good! working friday. but then sat still goi to psb then saw 3 and carving pumpkins ,and then still going to the penitentiary on sunday buttt with all my lovessss. now theres a group. and i feeel sooo much better. and i created a miracle and all the long forgotten "fabs" are going! its gonna be ( Read more... )

yayy this weekend was so good ( Read more... )