*...i've got a bad feeling about this...*

[xspecial_casex]

i don't know what to think about anything right now. last night i was trying to see if steve liked (loved?) me. and it kinda started out as the joke of "no one loves me" and it turned into so much fucking more. steve, i know you can't read this but oh well here goes

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my twin is sad and it hurts. =(

[_blacklipglossx]

so. the way i am seeing things. i don't love him. i'm stupid and said shit that i didn't mean. because you know what. i think it's just the beginning of me being over david fully. and i think i just said it for no random reason.. probably being sarcastic.. and then i thought about it and knew i don't say that to anyone but wondered why i had said it and SHIT. it's dumb. you + steve = always. now tell him or i will kick you. =D

<3 love always, from your twin
allie*

Re: my twin is sad and it hurts. =(

[xspecial_casex]

oh lauren you always know what to say and make me feel muchos better. i told steve to read this but i don't think he ever did. ohh well...i guess he'll never know.

<3
jess*

Re: my twin is sad and it hurts. =(

[_blacklipglossx]

oh dearest =)

he will know. or i'll kick you =P!
and also. his away message is killing me. so you need to tell the not-kid how you feel.

his message - "..Avoiding every1, love is a bitch..and ive given it up.."

don't make him do that. it hurts to give up love and try to have it again. trust me =\... but it'll all be okay when you guys are married and have 8 kids and 12 STDs. But Matt will still only have syphilis.. he did a good job =D! Teehee. Now, I must be finding a guy to really fall in love with. But I have to convince Steve not to say that to me anymore. Bleh on his pants. So anyway.. pardon me while i burst =)

<3 allie* always your twin