i need to learn to start speaking my mind. really. i am just kinda used to being shot down or misunderstood whenever i try to say something so i've learned to keep my mouth shut. not healthy...

i know i keep saying i am going ot update this more, but it jsut never works that way ( Read more... )

wanna hear something funny? last night i actually went to the gym. i came back to the dorm excited to take a shower to find out that all of shepherdstown does not have water. i was plannign on meeting people in martinsburg anyway, so i left early cus i really had to pee at this point. when i got back to campus, they actually had porta-johns at each ( Read more... )

apperently one of the dwellers of this household saw a flyer about a missing cat and called the owner. he called this morning and came over to look at her and it was his cat. a little sad about it cus it was a cute damn cat, but more so happy that she has her home back. the guy said he had already mourned her :( now i have cat food. hmmm...

would somebody answer the bloody phone?!

concert was awesome...no more needs to be said really. i now know how much i like irish rock bands. pass the guniness!

its spring break and life is good. no, i am not laying on the beach somewhere, i am actually in montgomery county and having a decent time (granted i have only been here for maybe a day total ( Read more... )

after last weekedn at work, i took a little time to think about what might have been bothering me. i realized that i simply have too much going on right now. i am trying to simplify things, and that led to will and i breaking up. well, it was kinda building up i guess. but things are still good between us and there are no hard feeling or akwardness ( Read more... )

apperently i have been a little stressed lately. saturday night i wound up having a slight mental breakdown at work. i think too much had built up and i just kinda exploded. the bar that i always work at the track is more demanding than any of the others, which is usually fine with me cus i like to be busy. well, saturday nigth was uber busy. ( Read more... )

so, i was sitting here talking to jenny* tonight and i am relizing that i dont cope with change too well (that and i am no good at solitare tonight). dont get me wrong, i like change-things would be so boring without change, but i still get terribly stuck on the past. i constantly reminise about the way things used to be and the old days. for ( Read more... )

tuesday night i got a fortune cookie that said "friends long absent are coming back to you" while eating dinner with holch that has just moved back to md from ny. i think it was thursday i got messages on face book from debbie (from the old neighborhood), katie (from high school), shimiya (from bel-pre/strathmore!), and mike (from d-mas) odd? i ( Read more... )