i've been here for 45 minutes and i've got 30 left ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is there ALWAYS something stuck up my fucking mom's ass? I mean, it's like there's this huge, permanent BRANCH that fuckin seems to dig deeper into her ass every fucking day. I can't do a goddamn thing, I can't talk to her just ONCE without her bitching about SOMETHING that's just not up to her expectations in my life. ALWAYS something ( Read more... )

i didn't come back to LJ land to fuckin have people try to fix my goddamn life
or lecture me on the shit i'm already fucking aware of
or lecture about shit they don't know what the fuck they're talking about.

journal's going private, later all.

letting go of this.
find me on myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/xsnugglebunnie

I'm not going back to school this semester, fuck the fuck off.
Anything else you guys would care to bitch at me for?

so you didn't call
suprise suprise

Wow, if you're friend is sad, what do you do? Hang out with them and try to cheer them up? Or tell them that you don't want to be around them because they're sad? Does that make sense? They're your friend, you don't bail out on them in their time of hardship ( Read more... )

I want him to come the fuck back I'm almost angry.
And then is subsides and I just feel even more alone.
And he doesn't care.
And he has yet to know.
He's too stressed out for me to talk to him.
So I doubt I ever will
And this feeling will just continue to go on.

I really need a friend right now.

I'm tired of not knowing.
I want to fucking know what the hell everything was
I want to fucking know if he still cares
I want to know SOMETHING other than the fact that I was never enough for him
and never will be.